i cant believe i got a second chance in love ♥

I suppose i'm just being stupid.
I suppose i'm just being immature.
I suppose i'm just being unbelievable.
I suppose i'm just being completely spoilt.
I suppose i never expected you to feel anything.
I suppose i love you.
♥

for the first time ♥

I just want to forget everything for a while, and know that no one can ruin my happiness.
I just want to scream right now, scream as loud as i can, without anyone complaining.
I just want to remember that the people i have in my life now, are there for good.
I just want to remember who i really am, and not to get caught up in this.
I just want to make you realise, you are my best friend, i promise.
I just want to feel like the blame isn't always on me.
I just want to be noticed by you.


and most importantly,
I just want you to realise,
we're the ones who stuck by you,
and we are the ones that will stick by you,
when everything doesnt go as perfectly as planned.
i learnt that from experience.

lalala <3

my heart was locked away and beaten to the ground ♥

"not to be a slutty whorey shitbrain."
                                                          wild child. ♥

oh, today was goood. went to school; how i adore the bitching that goes on there. it is actually ridiculous. but ho hum thats there lives not mine to get involved with. school is actually ok at the moment. the lessons are crap but i mean it's the one place all the girls are and the one place we can have a good old gossip. ah, i know i have many soppy blogs, but the girls are actually amazing. there always there, and can make a joke about absolutely anything. and i love them to bits.
so, after school i went out with a close mate. it was a laugh, haven't really had the chance to speak to him properly for a while so it was nice to y'know catch up. but to be honest he drives like a maniac:L but it was goooood.
and and and, sooo long ginger hair:')  ahh, how i loved being ginger, but unfortunatley it's all gone. well gone'ishh. woo.
 anyways; im starting to get that writers block thing. so before i start talking utter crap, ill go.

lalala<3

shout it from the rooftops ♥

The Person You Like& Why You Like Them?

there is definitely that one special person. i guess you could say i like him but well, to be honest i'm not one of those people who blurt out who they fancy to everyone. i don't have the guts at all, so don't expect me to tell you unless your one of my nearest and dearest.
but; i will tell you why i like him.
        he's outgoing, gorgeous, unpredictable, different, hilarious, talented, amazing, lovely, he listens to me; even when i am talking utter crap, and still makes me go all  nervous, shy and flirty when i'm around him.

5Things That Irritate You About The Opposite/Same Sex.

Opposite Sex-
   how up there own arses some boys can be; i mean seriously? and they call girls vain whores? do they only think of themselves, really?
   how unaware and thoughtless some can be
   how some lead you on; so they can just knock you back down again
   some guys only think about themselves
   how there scared to show emotions. when to be frank; every film i've seen has made it clear that's what girls want:)

Same Sex-
   how we need to know every bit of gossip going on.
   how bitchy and occasionally twofaced all girls can be
   how we all care so much about how we look, and if we look pretty or if we are too fat.
   how every girl worries so much about relationships
   how jealous girls get; even if there best mates with their friend. it really is ridiculous.

lalala <3

  
   
  

in your heart ♥

went skating today. i love how it always puts me in a good mood and makes me feel better some how. all the great freinds there just make the whole thing worthwhile. i adore how we can just skate around and chat about utter nonsense, planning all the other skating session to come like sad little individuals.
did you know kat has seen a chinese indian lady? well, she has(y)  lmao; she really does crack me up.
anywaysss, i would love to write more but i'm off to meet lewisssssss. ciao.

lalala <3

just the way you are ♥

so; im new to this. but i want to try make it a daily thing.

 i've decided to start a fresh and well, lifes honstley treating me well right now. i've said this alot but recently, i've begun to realize the important ones in my life. the people i really, really need.  the ones i know i can truely trust; and i love each and every one to bits:)

i guess it's kind of funny, but recently i've learnt to adore everyone. i now know there will always be people there for me and this has helped me realize how nice everyone truely is and how im not alone at all. recently i've found a lot of trust in people and they've helped prove there can be many people who you can trust and blurt out any emotions too. i respect that in each and everyone of the beauts. you're the people i can count on 24/7. the people i can call my best freinds.

to be honest moving on has helped me build freindships, and i have never been so happy to have so many freinds around me. the girls; well what can i say, i love you, you gorgeous lot;) and the boys you have been truely amazing. enough soppyness.

lalala ♥