stay the night out, by the beach house♥

not gonna lie,

your always there.
always in my mind.
i can't forget about you.
i dont want to, i dont need to.

lalala<3

i find it kind of funny, i find it kind of sad♥

so, nobody can ruin how much i honestly love my life right now.
i always say that i hate it, but if i'm honest, just because of the minority of people that ruin some days for me don't mean anything when the majority make me smile everyday.
i love the people that mean the most.
and for you? i will always love you, always.

lalala<3

a day without you is like a year without rain♥

relationships last long not because they are destined to. 
relationships last long because two people make a choice not to just walk away but to keep fighting for it.

how wonderful life is, now your in the world♥

recently i havent really had that much to talk about in my blogs. i've been so depressing recently, that i can't stand to be like this any longer. things just generally dont seem to be going right at the moment. not feeling to good about anything and im starting to get extremely fed up with everything. i just want to be myself, y'know the old me, before all this started? so this is where i say a massive 'shove it' to this, to everthing. this isn't like me and im starting to hate it. so bring on me being happy again!:) goodbye bad moods, hatred, petty arguments over nothing and the miserable teresa(shes hideous). im fed up with ruining things between us when im so happy with you; wait, im more than happy. so heres were i leave that teresa behind and start a fresh with everyone and everything!  im determined to be positive from now on. i am a happy person. and I'm pretty sure i can change anything thats ruining that. i love making people smile and that is what i want and shall continue to do. i love my life and hate the thought of myself wasting it on being sad and idiotic. i guess the thought of having to live without him devestates me. im just been so confused about everything recently. and im not enjoying anything; especially when he's not here. i think the question here is 'what the hell is wrong with me?' i just need to get away, i need a holiday. ive honestly had enough of this me, my deppressed self.

i love you. i love how you make me feel. i love how you make me smile. i love how you still make me get butterflies. i love how you make me feel special. i love how we can be ourselves around eachother. i love how i can talk to you about anything. i love how gorgeous you are. i love how funny you are. i love how you listen to me. i love how you unpredictable you are, i love how different you are. i love how talented you are. i love how faithful you are. i love how truely amazing you are. i love how ive never felt this way about anyone. i love how perfectly imperfect we are.

lalala<3

baby your a firework ♥

i love, love, love, love, love you lewwwwiiiiissssss.

you think your cooler than me ♥

i hate how pathetic you're being about this. you seriously need to grow the hell up and think about your age. im actually fed up with all the petty arguing. honestly, its about something absoloutley perfetic yet your still carrying it on? from what i saw friday night it was all sorted; but no. as soon as you step into school it all starts over again; and getting other people involved when obviously they have no clue whats going on, thats sad. not to be bitchy but some of the things people are bringing up, its disrespectful. get over it for goodness sake! my amazing mother always told me to treat others how i would like to be treated, and to be frank, i think you need to take that advice.

bit of anger there. but it's all the truth.
i hate having to resort to blogger to bitch about people, but it's exactly what you do on facebook.

lalala<3

it was only just a dream♥

recently i havent had much to talk about in my blogs; but im going to start finding things:)
I love my life.
It's actually going amazing right now. fair enough i feel crappy every here and there but it doesn't matter because i know that's only hormones, considering i don't even know why i feel like it, lol. i now know who my true friends are, i know who i can trust with anything, i know who i need and i know who i don't. i am content. content with life. content with everything, i guess.
so, im glad everything has finnaly sorted itself out. i've got my bestfreinds back and have found the most amazing boy. i love them all mega amounts.

he makes me giggle by doing the smallest things.
he makes me get those silly little butterflies when ever he's around.
he makes me feel like i'm the only person in the world.
he makes me instantly smile whenever i see him.
he makes me feel like i can be myself around him.
And this makes him perfect.

lalala<3

i cant believe i got a second chance in love ♥

I suppose i'm just being stupid.
I suppose i'm just being immature.
I suppose i'm just being unbelievable.
I suppose i'm just being completely spoilt.
I suppose i never expected you to feel anything.
I suppose i love you.
♥

for the first time ♥

I just want to forget everything for a while, and know that no one can ruin my happiness.
I just want to scream right now, scream as loud as i can, without anyone complaining.
I just want to remember that the people i have in my life now, are there for good.
I just want to remember who i really am, and not to get caught up in this.
I just want to make you realise, you are my best friend, i promise.
I just want to feel like the blame isn't always on me.
I just want to be noticed by you.


and most importantly,
I just want you to realise,
we're the ones who stuck by you,
and we are the ones that will stick by you,
when everything doesnt go as perfectly as planned.
i learnt that from experience.

lalala <3

my heart was locked away and beaten to the ground ♥

"not to be a slutty whorey shitbrain."
                                                          wild child. ♥

oh, today was goood. went to school; how i adore the bitching that goes on there. it is actually ridiculous. but ho hum thats there lives not mine to get involved with. school is actually ok at the moment. the lessons are crap but i mean it's the one place all the girls are and the one place we can have a good old gossip. ah, i know i have many soppy blogs, but the girls are actually amazing. there always there, and can make a joke about absolutely anything. and i love them to bits.
so, after school i went out with a close mate. it was a laugh, haven't really had the chance to speak to him properly for a while so it was nice to y'know catch up. but to be honest he drives like a maniac:L but it was goooood.
and and and, sooo long ginger hair:')  ahh, how i loved being ginger, but unfortunatley it's all gone. well gone'ishh. woo.
 anyways; im starting to get that writers block thing. so before i start talking utter crap, ill go.

lalala<3

shout it from the rooftops ♥

The Person You Like& Why You Like Them?

there is definitely that one special person. i guess you could say i like him but well, to be honest i'm not one of those people who blurt out who they fancy to everyone. i don't have the guts at all, so don't expect me to tell you unless your one of my nearest and dearest.
but; i will tell you why i like him.
        he's outgoing, gorgeous, unpredictable, different, hilarious, talented, amazing, lovely, he listens to me; even when i am talking utter crap, and still makes me go all  nervous, shy and flirty when i'm around him.

5Things That Irritate You About The Opposite/Same Sex.

Opposite Sex-
   how up there own arses some boys can be; i mean seriously? and they call girls vain whores? do they only think of themselves, really?
   how unaware and thoughtless some can be
   how some lead you on; so they can just knock you back down again
   some guys only think about themselves
   how there scared to show emotions. when to be frank; every film i've seen has made it clear that's what girls want:)

Same Sex-
   how we need to know every bit of gossip going on.
   how bitchy and occasionally twofaced all girls can be
   how we all care so much about how we look, and if we look pretty or if we are too fat.
   how every girl worries so much about relationships
   how jealous girls get; even if there best mates with their friend. it really is ridiculous.

lalala <3

  
   
  

in your heart ♥

went skating today. i love how it always puts me in a good mood and makes me feel better some how. all the great freinds there just make the whole thing worthwhile. i adore how we can just skate around and chat about utter nonsense, planning all the other skating session to come like sad little individuals.
did you know kat has seen a chinese indian lady? well, she has(y)  lmao; she really does crack me up.
anywaysss, i would love to write more but i'm off to meet lewisssssss. ciao.

lalala <3

just the way you are ♥

so; im new to this. but i want to try make it a daily thing.

 i've decided to start a fresh and well, lifes honstley treating me well right now. i've said this alot but recently, i've begun to realize the important ones in my life. the people i really, really need.  the ones i know i can truely trust; and i love each and every one to bits:)

i guess it's kind of funny, but recently i've learnt to adore everyone. i now know there will always be people there for me and this has helped me realize how nice everyone truely is and how im not alone at all. recently i've found a lot of trust in people and they've helped prove there can be many people who you can trust and blurt out any emotions too. i respect that in each and everyone of the beauts. you're the people i can count on 24/7. the people i can call my best freinds.

to be honest moving on has helped me build freindships, and i have never been so happy to have so many freinds around me. the girls; well what can i say, i love you, you gorgeous lot;) and the boys you have been truely amazing. enough soppyness.

lalala ♥