recently i havent really had that much to talk about in my blogs. i've been so depressing recently, that i can't stand to be like this any longer. things just generally dont seem to be going right at the moment. not feeling to good about anything and im starting to get extremely fed up with everything. i just want to be myself, y'know the old me, before all this started? so this is where i say a massive 'shove it' to this, to everthing. this isn't like me and im starting to hate it. so bring on me being happy again!:) goodbye bad moods, hatred, petty arguments over nothing and the miserable teresa(shes hideous). im fed up with ruining things between us when im so happy with you; wait, im more than happy. so heres were i leave that teresa behind and start a fresh with everyone and everything! im determined to be positive from now on. i am a happy person. and I'm pretty sure i can change anything thats ruining that. i love making people smile and that is what i want and shall continue to do. i love my life and hate the thought of myself wasting it on being sad and idiotic. i guess the thought of having to live without him devestates me. im just been so confused about everything recently. and im not enjoying anything; especially when he's not here. i think the question here is 'what the hell is wrong with me?' i just need to get away, i need a holiday. ive honestly had enough of this me, my deppressed self.
i love you. i love how you make me feel. i love how you make me smile. i love how you still make me get butterflies. i love how you make me feel special. i love how we can be ourselves around eachother. i love how i can talk to you about anything. i love how gorgeous you are. i love how funny you are. i love how you listen to me. i love how you unpredictable you are, i love how different you are. i love how talented you are. i love how faithful you are. i love how truely amazing you are. i love how ive never felt this way about anyone. i love how perfectly imperfect we are.
lalala<3
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