a day without you is like a year without rain♥

relationships last long not because they are destined to. 
relationships last long because two people make a choice not to just walk away but to keep fighting for it.

how wonderful life is, now your in the world♥

recently i havent really had that much to talk about in my blogs. i've been so depressing recently, that i can't stand to be like this any longer. things just generally dont seem to be going right at the moment. not feeling to good about anything and im starting to get extremely fed up with everything. i just want to be myself, y'know the old me, before all this started? so this is where i say a massive 'shove it' to this, to everthing. this isn't like me and im starting to hate it. so bring on me being happy again!:) goodbye bad moods, hatred, petty arguments over nothing and the miserable teresa(shes hideous). im fed up with ruining things between us when im so happy with you; wait, im more than happy. so heres were i leave that teresa behind and start a fresh with everyone and everything!  im determined to be positive from now on. i am a happy person. and I'm pretty sure i can change anything thats ruining that. i love making people smile and that is what i want and shall continue to do. i love my life and hate the thought of myself wasting it on being sad and idiotic. i guess the thought of having to live without him devestates me. im just been so confused about everything recently. and im not enjoying anything; especially when he's not here. i think the question here is 'what the hell is wrong with me?' i just need to get away, i need a holiday. ive honestly had enough of this me, my deppressed self.

i love you. i love how you make me feel. i love how you make me smile. i love how you still make me get butterflies. i love how you make me feel special. i love how we can be ourselves around eachother. i love how i can talk to you about anything. i love how gorgeous you are. i love how funny you are. i love how you listen to me. i love how you unpredictable you are, i love how different you are. i love how talented you are. i love how faithful you are. i love how truely amazing you are. i love how ive never felt this way about anyone. i love how perfectly imperfect we are.

lalala<3

baby your a firework ♥

i love, love, love, love, love you lewwwwiiiiissssss.

you think your cooler than me ♥

i hate how pathetic you're being about this. you seriously need to grow the hell up and think about your age. im actually fed up with all the petty arguing. honestly, its about something absoloutley perfetic yet your still carrying it on? from what i saw friday night it was all sorted; but no. as soon as you step into school it all starts over again; and getting other people involved when obviously they have no clue whats going on, thats sad. not to be bitchy but some of the things people are bringing up, its disrespectful. get over it for goodness sake! my amazing mother always told me to treat others how i would like to be treated, and to be frank, i think you need to take that advice.

bit of anger there. but it's all the truth.
i hate having to resort to blogger to bitch about people, but it's exactly what you do on facebook.

lalala<3

it was only just a dream♥

recently i havent had much to talk about in my blogs; but im going to start finding things:)
I love my life.
It's actually going amazing right now. fair enough i feel crappy every here and there but it doesn't matter because i know that's only hormones, considering i don't even know why i feel like it, lol. i now know who my true friends are, i know who i can trust with anything, i know who i need and i know who i don't. i am content. content with life. content with everything, i guess.
so, im glad everything has finnaly sorted itself out. i've got my bestfreinds back and have found the most amazing boy. i love them all mega amounts.

he makes me giggle by doing the smallest things.
he makes me get those silly little butterflies when ever he's around.
he makes me feel like i'm the only person in the world.
he makes me instantly smile whenever i see him.
he makes me feel like i can be myself around him.
And this makes him perfect.

lalala<3